It sucks how the person you’re crazy about isn’t crazy about you. Instead they’re crazy about someone else. You’re practically screaming “open up your eyes! I’m right here”. They’ll only consider you as the good friend to run to when they have a problem and you would try so hard to cheer them up, put a smile on their face or atleast fake a “lol” or a “haha” anything to do with their happiness is good enough for you.
Even though you try to divert the feelings on to someone else, you’d still end up thinking about that one person at the end of the night and send a txt over “hey, how was your day”. You wouldn’t mind them venting out all their problems, including the ones which involve the person they’re into, because that way you feel needed. You feel responsible to cheer them up and hope that maybe they’ll notice something. They’ll notice you in a different light.
Its frustrating because that person is the one that you’d never want to hurt, you’d want to take your time with, or put in the extra effort. But that same person is the one that makes you cry at night because anything you do, any little advances or hints you make gets dismissed.
Its a one way street, and the only way out is to move forward. Move on.
tips for fast hair growth? i want my hair to grow longer but it seems like its not even growing
Rogaine! Nah I’m kidding
I dunno if it’s just me but I soak my hair in this coconut oil infused with rose oil. And use the unprocessed stuff, where you have to heat it up to go runny. It smells good and not only does it encourage growth, it keeps your hair shiny and healthy. I do it 2-3 times a week the night before I wash my hair. Leave it in a do-rag over night and shampoo the next day.
You’re only supposed to shampoo your hair 3-4 times a week, cos everyday will just strip out all the good stuff in your hair.
Also proteins in your diet helps.
I hope this helped also virgin unprocessed coconut oil by itself is great.
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spending my last hours in Wellington here at an internet cafe killing time.
The guy at reception has eyes going seperate ways, I couldnt tell if he was talking to me or… well there was no one behind me or next to me, but it sure looked like he was tlaking to someone else. Awkward.
To my left is a lime green wall and to my right is a guy going all out on a game called Company of Heroes. Atleast its not Dota.
Dubstep music in the backbround, I got under one minute before this thing cuts me off
Said the airport security. Haha awks, I got stopped because one of my key ring is an empty bullet shell and they confiscated it. I never got stopped or searched for it before, hilarious but the same time I was annoyed cos I really liked that key ring. Urgh.